Ojibwe asabikeshiinh

Where are you then?

When the darkness falls,
When the silence prevails,
When the air freezes,
when the stir stops,
When the cricket chirps,
when the life sleeps,
when the bed warms,
when the limbs break,
When the nerves ache,
When the sense fails,
When the eyelids droop,
When the eyeballs squeeze,
when the eyes close,
WHERE ARE YOU THEN?

Picked this poetry online from Qaisar Janjua... @Thx Qaisar!

Monday, May 30, 2011

Real Life or....?

Almost like a movie... Or perhaps it was a book I was writing. It was too vivid. He was behind the counter at the bar. In a white chef's dress and chef's hat. He had a French Beard. He looked right at me through his beautiful big, black eyes. He exuded blatant male sexuality. I have never felt so attracted to someone in my life - real, virtual or dream - never in the first look... ever. I was confused. I looked away. But I could feel his eyes boring in to my back. I couldnt stay away, I was drawn to him like a moth to a flame. The scene changed to next day morning. It seemed I had spent the night frolicking with him, but I don't remember seeing a thing. His expressions were stormy. He looked angry as if demanding answers from me. I look puzzled at his face. He shoved a newspaper in my face. There was the news of my engagement in that page with some person. My picture was right on the newspaper page. But there was no picture of my supposed fiance. He said, 'you lied to me'. I replied, 'you were the only one I was truthful to.' We got quiet after that and kept on staring at each other, each waiting for the other to take away their eyes. I woke up and felt it was a movie or a book I was writing. But was I?

P.S. Took a look at my stories after a long time. Decided to pen this one down as a story too. It sure had the potential! Now only if I would find such a guy in real life. :P

Thursday, May 26, 2011

The Nearest Mall in Town!

After a long time I went to Shani Mall! :D or shani bazaar, just that it sounds rather tacky and we prefer to call it the Shani Mall. Don't recollect much thereafter, but K was there in the dream.



P.S. her pestering me to go there with her for the past few weeks combined with all my hair clips breaking suddenly day after day perhaps made me think that a visit to Shani Mall is imminent. Lets see - 2 days to go to Saturday!!!

Monday, May 2, 2011

Confessions of a Shopaholic!

Hazy dream. Saw some delivery arrive at the PG for me. There was N and we were discussing the items delivered.


P.S. Too much shopping online and offline short-circuiting my brains!