Almost like a movie... Or perhaps it was a book I was writing. It was too vivid. He was behind the counter at the bar. In a white chef's dress and chef's hat. He had a French Beard. He looked right at me through his beautiful big, black eyes. He exuded blatant male sexuality. I have never felt so attracted to someone in my life - real, virtual or dream - never in the first look... ever. I was confused. I looked away. But I could feel his eyes boring in to my back. I couldnt stay away, I was drawn to him like a moth to a flame. The scene changed to next day morning. It seemed I had spent the night frolicking with him, but I don't remember seeing a thing. His expressions were stormy. He looked angry as if demanding answers from me. I look puzzled at his face. He shoved a newspaper in my face. There was the news of my engagement in that page with some person. My picture was right on the newspaper page. But there was no picture of my supposed fiance. He said, 'you lied to me'. I replied, 'you were the only one I was truthful to.' We got quiet after that and kept on staring at each other, each waiting for the other to take away their eyes. I woke up and felt it was a movie or a book I was writing. But was I?
P.S. Took a look at my stories after a long time. Decided to pen this one down as a story too. It sure had the potential! Now only if I would find such a guy in real life. :P
Ojibwe asabikeshiinh
Where are you then?
When the darkness falls,When the silence prevails,
When the air freezes,
when the stir stops,
When the cricket chirps,
when the life sleeps,
when the bed warms,
when the limbs break,
When the nerves ache,
When the sense fails,
When the eyelids droop,
When the eyeballs squeeze,
when the eyes close,
WHERE ARE YOU THEN?
Picked this poetry online from Qaisar Janjua... @Thx Qaisar!
Monday, May 30, 2011
Thursday, May 26, 2011
The Nearest Mall in Town!
After a long time I went to Shani Mall! :D or shani bazaar, just that it sounds rather tacky and we prefer to call it the Shani Mall. Don't recollect much thereafter, but K was there in the dream.
P.S. her pestering me to go there with her for the past few weeks combined with all my hair clips breaking suddenly day after day perhaps made me think that a visit to Shani Mall is imminent. Lets see - 2 days to go to Saturday!!!
P.S. her pestering me to go there with her for the past few weeks combined with all my hair clips breaking suddenly day after day perhaps made me think that a visit to Shani Mall is imminent. Lets see - 2 days to go to Saturday!!!
Monday, May 2, 2011
Confessions of a Shopaholic!
Hazy dream. Saw some delivery arrive at the PG for me. There was N and we were discussing the items delivered.
P.S. Too much shopping online and offline short-circuiting my brains!
P.S. Too much shopping online and offline short-circuiting my brains!
Tuesday, April 26, 2011
Blinking Lights
I saw blinking lights, as in a multiple field choice where you get to select which field you would like the new question from. Although these lights were of no game. But somehow the fields were significant. Remember none of the fields now.
P.S. Strange!
P.S. Strange!
Friday, April 22, 2011
Mapping the city
I saw maps... google maps. I think it was the map of Ahmedabad, showing directions to Adalaj Ni Vav.
P.S. I think I saw it because M asked me about the distance of Adalaj Ni Vav from the main city. But then today I ended up opening Google Maps to help my roommate to locate an address in Noida. Again deja vu?
P.S. I think I saw it because M asked me about the distance of Adalaj Ni Vav from the main city. But then today I ended up opening Google Maps to help my roommate to locate an address in Noida. Again deja vu?
Wednesday, April 20, 2011
Home Alone...
I was in a coed dorm kinda place. Or was it a house? Anyway, my housemates were not at home. There was some function they had to attend. It was just me and V? There were two bathrooms - one generally used by girls and another generally used by boys in the house. To save time and since no one was there we thought of utilizing both. So as V used the one that we generally used, I turned to the one nearer to the guys room. While I was setting my toiletries inside, the guys returned. G was among them? He told me in a rude tone, 'I want to use it'. I removed my stuff and went outside, kept my stuff on the table there and waited for the bathroom to get free. Then I remembered taking off my ear-rings and rings and keeping it on the counter next to the basin.
By this time V had come out so I used that bathroom. Besides rest of the guys had returned. When I came out this one was free as well. I went to look for my rings, but they were not there. I went to look on the table thinking G kept them there, but they weren't there either. Found few beads necklace lying on the table, one of them gifted by me to V. I was wondering to whom the others belonged. I knew each little item owned by my female housemates. I was feeling jealous of the girl to whom these belonged, as I felt G had given it to her.
My dream shifted to something else.
P.S. I never gifted V a necklace. And I don't know why I saw G after such a long time!
By this time V had come out so I used that bathroom. Besides rest of the guys had returned. When I came out this one was free as well. I went to look for my rings, but they were not there. I went to look on the table thinking G kept them there, but they weren't there either. Found few beads necklace lying on the table, one of them gifted by me to V. I was wondering to whom the others belonged. I knew each little item owned by my female housemates. I was feeling jealous of the girl to whom these belonged, as I felt G had given it to her.
My dream shifted to something else.
P.S. I never gifted V a necklace. And I don't know why I saw G after such a long time!
Tuesday, April 19, 2011
Deja-Vu?
I saw my office, distinctly remember seeing P there. There was a new girl in office. She had come for an interview perhaps or to meet someone. P seemed very interested in the girl. I told him, remember you are married. He laughed it off.
P.S. And today there was G in office. P asking P who she is. deja-vu?
Just recollected more of the dream. She had come to give an interview for the post of Product Specialist. She had done her PhD from the States and had just returned back. She had a sweet face and the sweetest voice possible.
P.P.S. I don't trust sweet people! :P
P.S. And today there was G in office. P asking P who she is. deja-vu?
Just recollected more of the dream. She had come to give an interview for the post of Product Specialist. She had done her PhD from the States and had just returned back. She had a sweet face and the sweetest voice possible.
P.P.S. I don't trust sweet people! :P
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